Tuesday, December 24, 2019

Beloved: #AdventWord Day 24

“I’m not buying anything in this store,” I said to a friend of mine as I was leaving a heavily-Americanized store in the heart of Jerusalem. My cynicism had reached a new high at a particularly commercialized stop on our pilgrimage. Then I saw these sheep. I turned them over and was surprised to find them made in Palestine by individuals in the L’Arche community. I bought one for each of my kids. I am such a sucker.
If not familiar, L'Arche Internationale is a network of communities that strive to affirm and empower God’s beloved who happen to have various intellectual and developmental disabilities. Henri Nouwen’s early visits to France and eventual residency within L’Arche Toronto led him to believe this is where he most fully experienced the Eucharist. Nouwen would even go on to write a book about a relationship with one of the L’Arche members who was severely disabled. The book is titled, Adam: God’s Beloved. I think if Jesus were to walk the earth today, he would spend significant time alongside these beautiful bearers of God’s image. 
I bought a lot of symbols of my travels in the Holy Land, to include this olive-wood carving made by local Palestinian artisans in Bethlehem. But there is something about these googly-eyed sheep that regularly tugs at my heart whenever I see them on our mantle...or being played with as a part of my kiddos’ make believe. They remind me that all of us are God’s beloved and there is no one who does not possess the capacity to reflect God’s love someway, somehow. Where might you see it in someone or some place unexpected this Christmas? Dare to have eyes and hearts wide open. 
Read more about L’Arche and Henri Nouwen here: https://www.larche.org.uk/henri-nouwen

Monday, December 23, 2019

Message: #AdventWord Day 23


“Don’t go outside it’s dark,” she cautioned as my nephew attempted to open the back door. 

Our littlest loves visiting her cousins. There she is not the smallest being lead around, but the one able to lead. She gets to be the big kid and deliver a fair share of instructions and discourse to those who look up to her. It is entertaining to eavesdrop on these conversations, to hear what kind of message she is sharing and the storied world she is orchestrating. 

What I love about Christmas is the way children take center stage in the plot line and pageantry. They are given agency to tell the gospel story in sacred spaces that more often than not convey a message that church and related rituals are mostly for grownups. We even typically dismiss them before the most holy parts of our liturgies and practices of the sacraments. But at Christmas, as the prophet Isaiah proclaims, the little children lead us (Isaiah 11). 

My prayer is that we would consider the many messages we can hear from these same children beyond year-end and for the sake of social media pics. My prayer is for all children to feel fully a part of God’s unfolding drama of love and justice every day. And when we as adults find ourselves lost in our ability to be kind to one another, eavesdrop on the imaginations of children at play. They just may be able to lead the way.  

Sunday, December 22, 2019

Restore: #AdventWord Day 22


StarWars is a Christmas movie.

Die Hard, not so much. 

While the running plot of Lucas’ films does not hinge on the lectionary cycle of #Advent, the incarnation of hope through collective acts of resistance to an oppressive empire draws sure parallels. There is a deep longing to restore the galaxy that mobilizes the protagonists in a “God-with-Us” kind of way. I will spare you the abundance of illustrations that have been (over) leveraged by preachers for the last forty years. What I will do is continually allow for our droids to be placed in the nativity scene each Christmas. They remind me that as long as God’s people have the faithful imagination to share gospel stories in our generation, the Spirit will also generate the capacity to work towards God’s dreams to restore the world God made good a long time ago. These are the dreams fully made known in Jesus, who lived and loved around a Sea of Galilee far far away (give me just this one). May we live into this restorative plot line in our time and place, in this generation and for the sake of those yet to come.

Saturday, December 21, 2019

Rest: #AdventWord Day 21


When you live with chronic anxiety, your brain never seems to be at rest. There are a number of practices and coping skills I have learned over the years, like mindfulness and meditation, which have helped to manage triggered anxiety. One thing I have unexpectedly come to appreciate has been these beautiful and massive prey animals, like the one I past yesterday on my way home. I envy the way he conveyed a mind, body, and spirit at rest. This sacred creature was content and without fear, reason enough they are often used for innovative and holistic forms of therapy.
The Christmas story breaks into a context abundant with anxiety triggers. Pervasive poverty. Foreign powers occupying and conquering the homeland. Imperial forces patrolling villages and threatening to pull bystanders into service without consent. Even Mary’s story is charged with complexities and restlessness as she made her way to Bethlehem for the census in the midst of a highly patriarchal society. The minds of those who lived then were sure to be racing. The regular rhythm of sabbath rest was no doubt more than a pious practice but a subversive act of defiance against the imposition of fear. Here the familiar words of the Christmas story increase in significance, “Do not be afraid!” 
I need these words daily. Maybe you do, too. In light of so many reasons, both personally and related to the realities of our beautiful yet broken world, this Advent refrain is an invitation to put my mind, body, and spirit at rest. God is with us. God is for us. God will not forsake us. God is moving the story of redemption forward still. I think even horses have some sense of assurance in this gospel word. In whatever way you need it this time of year, aware the season can breed just as much angst and grief as it can comfort and joy, may you find rest in this ancient lyric, “do not be afraid.” May you dare to rest in it with another.

Friday, December 20, 2019

Go: #AdventWord Day 20


“I refuse to lose to Santa,” I said to myself as I saw the runner in front of me dressed in an inflatable St. Nick suit. I began the local 5k in the front corral, only for the leader to be directed to go straight up a hill when we were supposed to go left. Fifteen of us followed. The result, we ran an extra quarter mile only to make an unnecessary descent just as Santa and the back of the pack were making their first turn. So I kicked it into gear and passed Kris Kringle with a kind greeting...and a bit of resentment. How did he know the way to go? 
The Scriptures are saturated with stories that hinge on a people on the go. Throughout these stories are the words of the prophets, calling for the people to live into the Torah- “this is the way you should go, walk in it” (Isaiah 30:21). These messengers called to the forefront of their communal memory who they were and how they were to exist for the well-being of one another. These words, though, were not always adhered to and the prophets often resented and rejected as the people went astray.
These days, there are so many rapidly competing voices and narratives lobbying for our allegiances and telling us theirs is the way to go. Whether the capitalist market, consumer culture, or partisan politics, if we are not careful, we can be lured off course from God’s dreams for the world and towards one of self-preservation alone. Advent is a chance to fix our focus once again on Jesus, whose birth name is an ancient one meaning “God saves.” This deliverance was more than an escapist call to some other world or personal salvation, but the beginnings of a subversive movement in the here and now with a goal centered on the common good. It was a (re)new(ed) vision of jubilee and justice, equity and welcome to all people. This continues to be the way to go, may we walk (or run) in it- and not only at Christmas. 

Thursday, December 19, 2019

Bless: #adventWord Day 19


“The sun exists for everyone,” I saw painted on a section of the wall in Bethlehem. “We are all human and only LOVE WINS.”
The “little town” of Jesus’ birth is still a divided place. I read recently* that if Jesus were to be born today, Bethlehem likely would not be where he would come into the world. His family would not have made it past the checkpoints of this now-walled city. This thirty-foot blockade snakes through the region and creates a 21st century rendition of apartheid as Palestinian Christians, Muslims, and Jews are barred from their own land. While the wall is intense, beautiful graffiti on the concrete also evokes colorful calls for change- for justice and reconciliation. There are pleas for love and divine blessing of the whole human family, even those who constructed these walls. These are echoes of the same words of Christ, whose family would be chased out of their native land by the powers that be. 
#Advent is a call to lean into the blessing of the incarnation, God with us, which is especially for those most oppressed and marginalized. Yet the complete withness of God in Christ can be hard, especially calls to pray for and bless your enemies and those who perpetuate injustices that block the light of the sun from God’s beloved. I am neither fully sure what this means, nor will I be one to recite this to those deeply wronged by another. All I know is our world continues to be painfully divided and yet the sun does exist for everyone, we are all human, and only love wins. This is the gospel. This is the divine blessing come down at Christmas, from Bethlehem to Coatesville and every complicated place between, beyond, and all around. How might the Spirit awaken you both to receive and extend this blessing to another?
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*If interested, reference above comes from a recent devotional by Mitri Raheb of Bright Stars of Bethlehemhttps://www.facebook.com/…/a.1245620477…/10157952958042716/…

Wednesday, December 18, 2019

Worship: #AdventWord Day 18


Each night of #Advent, candles are lit in the middle of our dinner table, a simple reminder of our worship in waiting. Surrounding these sacred symbols are not only fish sticks, mac and cheese, likely-to-be-reheated adult food, and Peppa the Pig decor leftover from our youngest’s party, but also the sounds of chaos customary for meal time in a family of six. Silent night is not exactly our experience. All is most definitely not calm. Still the candles are there in the midst of it all, flickering faithfully despite the madness. 

There are a lot of false expectations for our worship- what it is supposed to look like and feel like. This time of year is especially vulnerable to the idol of perfected praise and adoration. What if worship, though, is more like being aware of the faithful flickering of God-with-Us in the midst of the chaos around us and within us. Maybe worship is merely choosing to light the candles again and again when you really just want to bypass the ritual and get through dinner as quick as you can with minimal damage. And when you neglect the practice because you didn’t have the brainpower to remember the lighter or the energy to get up and get it, worship is illuminating the wick again the next day when your kids reminded you to do so.  

Tuesday, December 17, 2019

Pray: #AdventWord Day 17


Over the last five years, whenever I visit churches or ministries in the Presbytery of Philadelphia, I either drive around nearby neighborhoods or walk city blocks. En route, I often pray for the local residents and disciples of Jesus conspiring for goodness in these places. Every now and then something catches my eye that uniquely tells the story of a particular block or congregational context. These stories give a glimpse into the creative work churches either have nurtured or are imagining as they extend welcome, belonging, and embodiments of God’s love and generosity alongside their immediate neighbors. In Philadelphia, many of these sacred pauses happen by way of brilliant and beautiful murals like this one, which I walked past yesterday after a quick stop at a local coffee shop. The rainbow colors affirm the many who call this section of the city home and identify as part of the LGBTQIA+ community. So I prayed for the residents and the way many of our churches, both in this part of Center City and beyond, elevate dignity and extend belonging to fellow bearers of God’s image.

Advent is as good a time as any to pray for all who search for belonging in light of far too many encounters with exclusion and erasure based on their person. The story of the incarnation hinges on God coming into our midst and affirming flesh and blood and our beautiful bodies. What might this look like where you are? Dare to pray for opportunities to extend belonging to those isolated by ignorance, prejudice, and hatred. And if you find yourself as one frequently othered, I pray you find validation as a beloved child of God who is with you in your search for belonging. 

Monday, December 16, 2019

Learn: #AdventWord Day 16


“It’s just like riding a bike,” the adage goes. Once you learn your body never forgets how to stay balanced. This display of our brain’s motor memory really is a marvel and mystery. 
I think one of the reasons we love the #Advent and #Christmas season is the genuine display of human kindness and generosity that trends upward. We even give a pass to the kitschy and cliché decor, cards, movies, and gifts because we get so wrapped in the spirit off love and joy (pun intended). Yet, how quickly we forget once the calendar turns. We do not have a very strong motor memory when it comes to compassion and goodwill. We need to learn it again and again, day in and day out. This is one of the reasons I so deeply value the Christian calendar. The liturgical cycle strengthens our motor memory as we align ourself on loop to the stories of our faith that move us closer and closer to the day when all is new and right again. As the prophet Isaiah says, 
“God shall judge between the nations,and shall arbitrate for many peoples;they shall beat their swords into plowshares,and their spears into pruning hooks;nation shall not lift up sword against nation, neither shall they learn war any more” (2:4).

Sunday, December 15, 2019

Turn: #AdventWord Day 15


When I was a kid, I was always confused about “wrong way” signs. How did they know where we were going? Thankfully, when I got older, I learned this sign was not mysteriously creeping on our whereabouts but preventing us from going against the flow of traffic on a one way road. The same is true with “no right turn” signs. They are placed to warn drivers headed in the wrong direction to turn around and prevent a collision and potential disaster.
Jesus’ cousin, John the Baptist, devoted his entire life (and diet) to similar words of warning. “Turn around,” he said with fervor and persistence as he dunked person after person in the Jordan. John’s message was one of turning, a reorientation away from the exploitive practices of empire entangled with religion and towards new visions of justice, equity, and fairness (Luke 3:10-14). This Way was fully embodied in Immanuel, who would also enter into the sacred waters of turning.
In other words, if John were to be in charge of #Advent worship liturgy, he would likely select the “Canticle of Turning,” a verse each of us needs these days as much as he did in his:
From the halls of power to the fortress tower, not a stone will be left on stone. Let the king beware for your justice tears ev'ry tyrant from his throne. The hungry poor shall weep no more, for the food they can never earn; There are tables spread, ev'ry mouth be fed, for the world is about to turn.
My heart shall sing of the day you bring. Let the fires of your justice burn. Wipe away all tears, for the dawn draws near, and the world is about to turn!

Saturday, December 14, 2019

Gather: #AdventWord Day 14


To gather with family and friends over the holidays is one of the greatest of gifts. It also takes work. A whole. Lot. Of. Work. Meeting together takes intentionality and planning and packing. So. Much. Packing. While you get these IG moments that make all look wondrous as cousins and grandparents play, the road there and back and the spaces between can be chaotic and intense. But you gather because to be together is to be human. And when God climbed down and became human among us, even Jesus gathered together a people. Life is meant to be ventured in community; so much of #Advent and #Christmas celebrates this vital human need, especially in the midst of so much present fracturing of people and places.
Yet the holidays can also be heavy and unfiltered. The season can be bleak and burdensome, saturated with relational complexity or reoccurring grief or feelings of aloneness even though surrounded by so many. These days can remind us of voids still to be filled, if ever they will. So as you gather in the days ahead, be kind and gracious to one another. We do not know the fullness of everyone’s story. Maybe extend an extra invitation to another, a neighbor, who may have nowhere to gather and be looking for community. And wherever you come together, find good news in that whenever two or more gather, God is indeed with us.

Friday, December 13, 2019

Water: #AdventWord Day 13



One of the more sacred moments of my life was when I dipped my feet into the Sea of Galilee and stood in the same water upon which Jesus walked. A similar rush came when I drew water from Jacob’s Well, where Jesus asked for a drink from a Samaritan woman. Each of these moments was only topped by bringing some of these waters home and playfully spritzing the heads of my kiddos and allowing each of them to take a sip from the same well where Jesus spoke of living waters.
There was a third kind of water of my pilgrimage, though, that I did not bring home- the Dead Sea. That water is nasty. Despite being warned, I managed to get some in my mouth, only to make it worse by trying to wipe it off my tongue. You do not drink Dead Sea water. Dead Sea water is not conducive to life. 
Living water. Dead Sea water. Today, I think of how many do not have access to consumable water. Whether remote villages around the globe or urban and rural communities in this nation, there are far too many places where the water our near and distant neighbors do have access to should not come anywhere near their lips. Yet, clean water should never be limited as a perk of the privileged. 
On this 13th day of #Advent, I am lifting prayers for all those who wait for living waters. I am also praying for those who devote their lives to dig wells, innovate filtration systems, and push legislators to ensure clean water is available to all. This is, for sure, a means to live out our vocation as those drenched by the sacramental waters of our #baptism
If interested, check out a great organization, Living Waters for the World: https://www.livingwatersfortheworld.org

Thursday, December 12, 2019

Harmony: #AdventWord Day 12


“When will the music start?” our youngest asked ten minutes into her sister’s first orchestra concert.

The opening pieces of the night were simple notes and basic scales, plucking away at their string instruments. The demonstrations didn’t sound like music, especially not to a three-year-old. Then came Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star and the grand finale, Jingle Bells. Their teacher was clear, they needed to demonstrate the basic skills before moving onto the more complicated compositions. The simpler practices enabled them to play in (a pretty slow) harmony as a collective orchestra of elementary instrumentalists. 

That’ll preach. 

Advent is a four-week pilgrimage to the birth of Immanuel, when Divine Love came down as one of us- to show us the basics of what it means to be human and orchestrate us into a collective harmony. Yet, in the midst of so much division and hostility in the world, my question mirrors the expectant bewilderment of my littlest, "when will the music start?"

Wednesday, December 11, 2019

Confess: #AdventWord Day 11



In the Christian tradition, confession has multiple layers, each a variance of truth telling. To confess is to acknowledge a pattern that needs to stop, a departure from the Divine Way and God’s dreams for wholeness and cosmic flourishing. We all need confession. 
To confess is also to affirm, to give the green light to what is in rhythm with the holy and the good, what is as it should be. These are often referred to as affirmations of faith. We need these as well to mobilize us to go about God’s life-giving work in the world. 
I wonder, though, if Advent is a liturgical yellow light. Advent is an invitation to slow down as a cautionary pause, to confess both the ways we see departures from the Word-Made-Flesh and to affirm the sure signs of God with Us. Stop. Go. Slow. Yes, even the traffic light bears witness to the incarnation. 

Tuesday, December 10, 2019

Grace: #AdventWord Day 10


This is a bit what grace has looked like for us over the last 11 years. Our now aged and tired #beagle, whom we rescued when he was two-and-a-half years old, has transformed from an anxious and skiddish pup to a gentle, kind, and gracious companion. When finances are tight, Jax models trust in daily provision. When the stresses of every day push us to the edge, he walks the neighborhood with us as we blow off steam. Jax was an early running partner when a lone mile was my max- and his, too. Jax’ fur absorbs our tears and his snout rests on our lap when we need that assurance we are not alone. In the midst of our deepest longings for children, Jax provided presence when we knew mostly emptiness. On the other side, our kids now count him as one of their (much older) siblings, extending grace to us as he no long gets prime attention. Animals can be, without question, agents of divine grace. St. Francis of Assisi, patron saint of animals and ecology, especially considered dogs part of his faith community. “You call it a sin that I love the dog above all else,” I recently saw Francis attributed with asking. “The dog stayed with me in the storm, the man not even in the wind.” On this eleventh day of Advent, I am giving thanks for the grace of my dog who has been with us in and out of life’s storms. I am also grateful for the opportunity we have had to live into grace as we have provided a safe home and family for him for more than a decade. 
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This reminded me of an old post, that time I adopted a squirrel :) 

Monday, December 9, 2019

Root: #AdventWord Day 9


We place a lot of trust in the giant maple tree in our backyard, as ours and the neighborhood kids climb on and swing from the branches. This sucker is solid, tall, and expansive. The roots are no joke either, just ask my lawn mower. While these roots are not exactly deep, they are thick and extend far beyond the circumference of the tree. The maple is stable, healthy, and strong because it is securely rooted. 

You can tell a tree by its fruit, Jesus said. True. Yet the durability, longevity, and health can be found in roots, he would say elsewhere. 

In light of the many ways the biblical story has been co-opted in both the past and present, Advent is as good a time as any to contemplate the rootedness of our faith and the foundation of the gospel we profess. 
Here, Isaiah 11 may be a good plum line. The prophet anticipates a branch growing out of the “root of Jesse” to inaugurate a season so reconciling and universal, so upside down and inclusive that wolves will live with lambs, calves lay with lions, and nursing children can play over snake holes - a little child, not some pompous ruler- will even lead the way to the place where ”they will not hurt or destroy on the holy mountain.”

I have frequently wondered if Mary recited this lyric to Jesus when he was young. 

Fast forward generations later, the gospel roots itself in the leveling of power structures that have for far too long benefited the predator at the expense of the prey. The branch of Jesse, incarnated in Jesus, “leads the way” as he proclaims a vision to undo ecosystems that pit one creature against another and exploit the vulnerable. I am still longing for this dream to be fully realized. My bet is you are, too. Until then, let us sink our roots into Advent hope, sprout broad limbs of love, and bear the kind of fruit able to carry this story forward from one generation to the next. Maybe then neighbors near and far will trust the gospel once again. 

Sunday, December 8, 2019

Worthy: #AdventWord Day 8


I am not worthy. 
Maybe not. 

Maybe neither who I am nor what I have accomplished warrants or entitles me to much of anything. 
Maybe not. 
I know I am not worthy of the amazing wonders who are our four children. Sure, they drive us crazy and get on our very last nerve at times, but they also are brilliant and imaginative and kind and beautiful and faithful reflections of us. And they are, without a doubt, worthy of all it takes to raise, nurture, provide, keep safe, educate, discover, and empower their gifts to impact the world. 
I often wrestle with how much Christian theology and verbiage perpetuates a sense of unworthiness of persons. If the world around us does not tell us we are insufficient and lack enough, we can always count on both traditional theology and kitschy modern worship songs to elevate how unworthy, broken, and despairing we are- we don’t deserve God’s grace, they write into their refrains.
Maybe not.
Or...maybe God does see us as worthy. Maybe God sees us as of even greater value than any theologian or lyricist has ever been able to put into words. Maybe God sees us not so much as broken but as beloved and beautiful, so much so that God would become one of us to aid us in uncovering the wonderful reflections of God’s very self that we are. Just maybe, or definitively, God sees us as worthy in same way a parent would speak of (or should) their own children. Maybe more so. 
This #Advent, may we not only see God as worthy of our love, but also every person as worthy of God’s grace and embrace. After all, each of us could use a little more good news these days.

Saturday, December 7, 2019

Unity: #AdventWord Day 7



I have said it before and I will say it again, I go to church when I participate in local and larger races. No, I don’t walk into a sanctuary of brick and mortar. Rather, I enter the sacred temple of a human family united by the common bond of self care, movement, and participating in a sport to the benefit of a particular charitable cause organized to love near or distant neighbors. Whenever I despair or learn of yet another instance of human exploitation and acts of hate, I remember counter narratives like this morning’s Coatesville Red Run Challenge. I give thanks for the unity celebrated as one bearer of the divine image cheers another and money is raised to promote affordable post-secondary education and social programs for the intellectually disabled. We may be a divided people in more ways than one. Yet, if we dare have the eyes to see and ears to hear, unity can be found, too. 

The child Jesus whom we wait for during Advent eventually grew up and prayed for such unity to be manifested in this newly formed movement, “that they may all be one” (John 17;21). And what was to unify them was the same Spirit of God who is love. I pray that same Spirit would move in and through us this season and every season, at this race and every race. I pray we dare find unity in the midst of diversity as we celebrate what it means for all to be made in God’s image- to root for the well-being and success of each other. 

Friday, December 6, 2019

House: #AdventWord Day 6


Our kids love to play house. This Thanksgiving, they especially loved it when they smooshed inside my sister’s outdoor playhouse complete with a loft, which would make a perfect location for a camp out. For them, to play house is to leverage their imagination and mirror what they love about our family and home life. Sure, it may also be their opportunity to do things the way they wish we did as their parents or rehearse schemes to overthrow mom and dad. But in the end, a large reason they like to play house is because theirs is safe. Tragically, the same cannot be said of all children. 

On this Feast of St. Nicholas Day, I am reminded of an ancient story about home. In Myra, pirates had raided the village. As they fled with their stolen goods, they abducted a young boy, Basilios, who was made a cupbearer of the Cretan ruler. A year later, Basilios’ mother retreated to her house and prayed for Saint Nicholas, who was also the deceased bishop of her town, to protect her only child. That same moment, story goes Basilios was questioned by the ruler about his downcast spirit. He replied, “I’m thinking of home and the special feast day of St. Nicholas.” That is when the ghost of St. Nicholas lifted the boy by the hair, out of the possession of his abductor, and returned him home.

Today, I am lifting prayers for children in search of home. I pray for kids who live in violent homes, others who bounce from foster home to foster home, young ones who migrate from oppressive, corrupt, and war-torn nations, modern-day youth ripped away from their homes and trafficked for horrific purposes. I pray, also, for those parents who long for their children to return home. Then I pray each of us would dare to have the faithful imagination to ensure all children one day have a home. 

Read more of my favorite St. Nick reflections here or on the label below: 
https://gregklimovitz.blogspot.com/2014/12/st-nicholas-would-sandal-slap-santa.html?m=1

Thursday, December 5, 2019

Raise: #AdventWord Day 5


“Daddy, the tree fell over.”

These are the words that greeted me as I came down the steps early yesterday morning. This year’s tree is not exactly symmetrical and quite top heavy. Add to this the traditional practice of our kiddos front-loading the tree with all their unique and homemade ornaments, our Douglas Fir was bound to face plant on our living room floor. But we raised it up, tied a few dumbbell weights to the trunk and threw a brick on the base and started again.

The gospels are chalk full of stories of perceived disasters and presumed deaths, only for Jesus to enter and call for the dead to rise- to leave tombs, be unbound from the garments of death, to pick up mats and walk, to wake from sleep and grab some breakfast, and more. The call to rise up is even synonymous with discipleship, to move into hopeful, subversive, and spirit-led action when all is perceived as lost and beyond repair.

This is not the first time our tree has fallen over, the last time was ten years ago when we tied it to the wall. Given the circus life we live, it likely will not be the last. And when that day comes, we will raise it back up again. This Advent, may God raise us up from whatever has knocked us over. May we also be those who come alongside others whom have been weighed down and on the verge of toppling over from whatever burdens they have shouldered for too long. May we be agents of love and grace who lean into Christ’s call to rise and be raised.

Wednesday, December 4, 2019

Humble: #AdventWord Day 4



I landed this humble Charlie Brown Christmas tree a few years ago at a church staff white elephant gift exchange. My kids have claimed it since and put it in their room each December. The classic holiday story surrounding the festive fichus hinges on Lucy sending Charlie Brown on a mission to “get the biggest aluminum tree you can find…maybe painted pink." To her chagrin, Chuck and Linus return with the saddest and droopiest of evergreens- the one nobody wanted- with barely enough strength to bear the weight of a single red ball. Yet the frail tree becomes the centerpiece of their pageant and Linus’ proclamation of the gospel narrative.

If we are not careful, the story of Christmas and much of the gospel can easily become yet another platform for privilege and power, the glitzy and the glam. The past and present are littered with the co-option of the Christian faith to build empires, exploit the land, oppress peoples, hoard riches, and justify wars. Then we hear again Mary’s Magnificat, a subversive resistance to all of this, "He has brought down rulers from their thrones but has lifted up the humble. He has filled the hungry with good things but has sent the rich away empty” (Luke 2:51-52). Advent dares us again to have the eyes and ears of both Charlie Brown and Mother Mary, to shift our focus to the humble, the people and places oft shoved to the side and dismissed as less, those who take center stage in God's pageantry.  After all, among the humble is where God came down and dwelled as one of us. 

Tuesday, December 3, 2019

TIME: #AdventWord Day 3


One night several years ago, I took off like Forrest Gump and started running. It was the kind of run generated by the need to burn off stress, anxiety, and fear. It was raining and I made it just about two miles before I called it quits. Little did I know, I had found a new outlet of self-care and even spiritual formation. As I started to run regularly, my times also began to shrink. I went from a ten-minute mile pace to just under seven in the matter of nine months. Each night, I was determined to beat my previous time. I wanted to be faster. 

Then my uncle invited me to run the Broad Street Ten Miler. I had never run that far. I did not think I could run that far. 

That is, until I changed my pace and stopped running primarily for a faster time. This was the moment I really started to enjoy running. That was when I learned I could run farther and longer. That was when I began to find greater joy in the landscape and landmarks of the routes and cities and neighborhoods and even as far as the streets of Bethlehem. That was when I started running for longevity versus speed, to finish strong not fast. 

What is beautiful about the medals you receive at the end of these races, which now includes my second half marathon, is they all say “Finisher.” They are not sized or colored or awarded based on your time. Unless you registered as an elite, those who finish in 95 minutes receive the same award as those whose time was just under 180 minutes. We are all finishers. 

This past Sunday, the lectionary gospel hinged on the mystery of God’s timing related to “the end of the age” (Matthew 24). Jesus does not resolve the disciples’ obsession with time, “when will the end come?" Instead, he nudges them to press on towards a faithful finish regardless of time. Pace yourself. Breathe. Trust. Move in rhythm with the Way shown you. Or as the writer of Hebrews would later say, "let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus the pioneer and perfecter of our faith” (12:1-3). 

Guatemalan poet and activist, Julia Esquivel, calls this race a “marathon of hope” (Threatened by Resurrection). What I love about this race, those who are last are ultimately first, and we are all finishers. God shows know partiality to our times or scores. So enjoy the run. Be kind to yourself and strangers along the route. Find your rhythm and pace setters. And know that you are loved no matter when or how you cross the finish, which is really just a new beginning. 

Monday, December 2, 2019

Visit: #AdventWord Day 2


If Jesus were to visit us today, I think he would drive a VW Bus. Maybe an AstroVan (see one of my favorite songs by Mt. Joy). This is not a conviction held due to the quality of this particular make or model, but because of where I discovered this vintage vehicle. This past May, I visited Tent of Nations in the West Bank and learned the story of Daud Nassar and his family. The visit changed me and my understanding of life in the Holy Land, especially for the likes of Palestinian Christians. Daoud, a Palestinian Christian, lives on land his family has owned in the West Bank for well over 100 years. Presently, Israeli settlements are constructed all around them, suffocate the farm, and cut off the Nassar family from running water, electricity, and access to public roads connecting settlements on both sides of them. This is where the VW Bus comes in, parked on the hill due to such restrictions. Nevertheless, Daoud Nassar and his family reject intimidation and peacefully resist through remaining, grounded on the mantra, “we refuse to be enemies.” As our group of 30 plus pilgrims spent time with Tent of Nations, we could not help but see the face of Christ in the one whom we visited. After all, the very incarnation was a visitation of the Divine in the bodily form of an oppressed one in an occupied land. This Advent, in the midst of all sorts of visitations, dare we see the Christ child in those we encounter. May we especially see the image of Christ in those most exploited near and far and then work towards their liberation and peace. This may warrant a visit of our own to learn their stories firsthand. 

Learn more about Tent of nations in a previous post here or on their website here
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This is part of a series in participation with www.adventword.org 

Sunday, December 1, 2019

Unexpected: #AdventWord Day 1

My #AdventWord posts begin again! These daily reflections are accompanied with images I have captured and based upon the daily sacred word offered by www.adventword.org. Check it out. 

This year, #Advent started in a somewhat unexpected way: getting my first #tattoo. I have wanted a variation of this body art for several years, but the timing was not always right and I had not fully worked up the courage to commit to the design or incessant needling. Until now. The experience was unexpectedly sacred, as I shared a portion of my story with the artist, like how we battled infertility for years only to unexpectedly welcome twins, then their brother, and the unexpected arrival of our fourth bird after we were told there was no way. There was also the unexpected gift of an anecdote my artist gave me when he shared the ink was made of carbon, “the same stuff you are made of, my friend.” Then came the unexpected rush of connection I felt as Amber and I were inked at the same time, her design a variation of what she asked me to draw up several months ago. Life, much like the season of Advent, is a pilgrimage laced in the unexpected. Advent hinges on a journey to find “God with Us” when we may have not previously noticed or, even more so, struggled and questioned to see. For me, every time I look on my tricep, I will now be reminded of the ways God has come and will come unexpectedly in the midst of some of my most anxious moments (Matthew 6:25-34). I will be nudged to take comfort in a God whose presence is “comparable to a bird in flight in contrast to a caged bird” (Karl Barth, Evangelical Theology: An Introduction). And, yes, the flight pattern of birds is mysteriously unexpected and holy.

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Tuesday, October 29, 2019

being and living






















"the man became a living being." (Genesis 2:7)

being
without
living
is not
being
to be
human
is to
live
and
be
awakened
infused
by
divine breath
a body
becoming
holy
made for
the sacred
art of
cultivating
co-creating
life
through our
being
whole
and
living
beyond
merely existing 



[photo taken en route back from State College; the descent down 322 with the fall mountains on both sides is one of my favorite roads to travel)

Monday, October 21, 2019

A Widow's Witness of Prophetic Persistence: A Sermon on Luke 18:1-8


A few years ago when, my wife was at work, I had to call Mr. Green, our local appliance guy who was approaching 80 years old. Mr. Green had a knack for finding toddler socks stuck in the hoses of our washing machine. That day, I was outside our home a mere two minutes, ten feet from our front door, attempting to flag down Mr. Green, when I heard the door close behind me. As Mr. Green stepped out of his repair truck, he witnessed me desperately pleading with my then-three-year-old son who managed to lock his disheveled father outside.  

"Buddy, I need you to unlock the door," I said on the opposite side of our glass storm door.  

"Daddy, you need a key." 

After several sighs and a brief and not-so-sacred yet persistent prayer, I talked my son through multiple attempts to turn the latch and unlock the door. We were both determined. We were not going to wait until mommy came home. My pride would not allow it. So my son turned it a few times, declared the lock "too heavy," sat down on the mat for a second, mimicked my frustration, and then made several attempts to jump for keys. About 10 minutes later, I heard the desired "click" and we were in business.

"I did it, Daddy. I did it."  "Yes, you did, buddy. Yes, you did.”

I chalked it up to a lesson in persistence. I also learned some terminology that day: the agitator. No, I am not referring to my son who locked me out. 

The agitator, as I learned from Mr. Green, is the tall stem in the center of the drum of washing machines that rotates and spins, occasionally gets tangled with an old t-shirt or sweater, and is vital to the wash cycle. The agitator's movement, which may appear abrasive, dislodges the grime and creates the right amount of soapsuds to get the clothing clean, soft, and free of that late-night-run-and-sweat smell. If there is no agitator or agitation, there is no change to the condition of the clothing. The dirty clothes merely sit in standing water and the detergent remains at the bottom of the drum. As our Maytag Man described this central component to the spin cycle, I began to think of all those past and present agitators, many who are Presbyterians who refuse to allow our social fabrics to remain undisturbed in the standing waters of injustice and despair. This week, I also thought of the widow in Jesus’ parable. But before we go any farther, let’s pray. 


The disciples were living in anxious times. As Palestinian Jews, their world was one of occupation by a foreign Roman power. This empire thrived on narratives of scarcity and fear that snaked throughout the region by way of roads patrolled by Roman soldiers, an economy sustained by unjust tax systems, and a patriarchal culture that left the likes of widows and orphans to fend for themselves; the fullness of their humanity was dismissed in favor of male power and imperial dominance.  Sound somewhat familiar?  

It is in this context that Jesus, just after a mini-apocalyptic story about the potential fate of those victimized by empire, their corpses taken to “where the vultures will gather,” Jesus drops another parable. This story is about a persistent widow. And Luke tells us, the primary aim of Jesus’ parable is for the disciples “to pray always and not lose heart.”  Yes, when the vultures hover overhead, persist in prayer. In our own world of personal and social fears and angsts that prey on us like vultures, this is a good word for us, too.  

I love today's gospel story, mostly because the widow is everything but passive or cliché. This woman is more than a frail old lady in pursuit of a charitable contribution to ease her pathetic plight. Hardly. This widow is a formidable force. She is a fighter. She is, what kids today would say, dope. She is what, the late Rachel Held Evans called, a “woman of valor.” And, yes, she is an agitator for justice. Her history was likely a common occurrence in the first century. After her late husband’s passing, or maybe several who have passed, she was left with nothing to her name; all previously shared assets transferred to her in-laws. She went from stability to poverty and nobody had taken up her cause, even though the Scriptures she knew so well commanded the care for the widows. So she goes to this judge. Though a judge in the biblical sense, šôpēt, was to be one who enacted God’s justice and assured God’s concern for the oppressed, this judge was known for everything but being grounded in God’s activity. So the widow was determined to agitate patterns of this unjust judge until he moved in her favor. And he did. Why? Most translations have the judge saying, “because this widow keeps bothering me, I will grant her justice, so that she will not wear me out by continually coming.”  This is sweet; she is a bother, so he throws her a bone to end her nuisance. This is not what Jesus had in mind. If you look at your footnote, most scholars believe this is a more accurate translation, “So that she may not finally come and slap me in the face.” This unjust judge fears this widow’s work and witness; yes, her persistence as resistance threatens to slap injustice in the face.  Again, this story is about Jesus’ call for the disciples to pray always and not lose heart in the midst of a world gone mad and wherever vultures gather.  

As I read this parable this week, I was challenged greatly. Mostly because, much like how the true edge of the widow’s MO has been tamed and reduced to a footnote, the same could be said of how we often approach prayer. In the midst of personal and social ills, we may neglect prayer or reduce it to clichés without any prophetic bite or social influence. Yet, if Jesus is indeed using this widow as witness, our prayers are to transcend the blasé and move towards a ferocity that refuses to quit until God’s kingdom comes and God’s will is done, on earth as it is in heaven. We are to be unhinged in our petitions, which move beyond piety and towards a holy agitation that unsettles the stains of injustice from the fabric of this world God so very much loves. Our prayers should make the powers that be quake, aware that just maybe their time has come and their will is being undone. Christians refuse to resign ourselves to the way things are and prayerfully persist until they return to as God intended. Here I love what Karl Barth, my favorite Christian theologian and public witness in the midst of Nazi Germany, wrote, “[Christians] do not just look toward [God’s justice] but run toward it as fast as their feet will carry them. This is inevitable if in their hearts and on their lips the petition, 'thy kingdom come' is not an indolent and despondent prayer but one that is zealous and brave"  (Karl BarthThe Christian Life, 263).  I think Barth had this widow’s witness in mind. Even more, he had the church in mind.  

Friends, I love my job. Every day I learn and share past and present stories about disciples throughout our presbytery who run towards God’s justice through persistent and prayerful practices of the gospel. [1] Yes, for over three hundred years, the Holy Spirit has moved through Greater Philadelphia as our churches lean into the mantra of our Presbytery, Christ’s work. Our witness.  As Jeremiah says, God’s law is written on your hearts (31:33).

For example, did you know that our Presbytery is home to the very first African American Presbyterian Church in the country, founded by a freed slave named Rev. John Gloucester? This church was also where Octavius Catto grew up, his father a former pastor in the late 1800’s. Catto was a premier baseball player for the Philadelphia Stars, advocate for voting rights of African Americans, and agitator of the streetcar industry that was deeply in need of desegregation. As you may know, Catto would eventually be martyred for his public, faithful witness. A statue of Octavius is now in front of City Hall, the only one of an African American. And he was Presbyterian with a persistent and prayerful witness for God’s justice. What’s beautiful is that, nearly two centuries later, his home church has joined efforts with two others to experiment with a new West Philly Presbyterian Partnership in their neighborhood. Prayerful persistence. 

Did you know we have a church that was planted in a mall in the 1960’s? Yes, three congregations discerned a call to plant where the people were in the midst of a buzzing corporate complex. Fast forward to 2019 and this congregation’s persistent witness now offers free meals to upwards of 80 of their neighbors, many who are food insecure. Even more, they have begun to reclaim their roots in Conshohocken and planted a new worshipping community to build bridges between the newer and longtime residents.  

Did you know there is a church in Chester whose persistent witness continues to extend love and care and justice alongside their neighbors? Once a thriving municipality where the late Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. went to seminary and served as an intern, Chester has born the brunt of white flight related to economic, educational, and vocational opportunities. In the midst of this, TMT Memorial Presbyterian Church has launched a vocational training and theater program alongside high school youth. They also have launched the beginnings of a new worshipping community, which extends spiritual formation and self-care to those who are care givers of the terminally ill, children of those who are incarcerated, and others experiencing addiction or loss. Yes, persistent and prayerful witness. 

Did you know, our Presbytery recently sent a delegation to the southern border alongside Presbyterian Disaster Assistance to be the eyes and ears of our churches? They spent three days listening and learning alongside those in El Paso and Ciudad Juarez. They shared with me a story of two children playing on opposite sides of the slatted border fence. One child looked up to his mother and said, “can’t we just open the door and play together?”  Our presbytery is committed to a prayerful persistence and holy agitation to see how we might help open such doors not only at the southern border, but also in our own communities. 

And then there is this congregation, which is a coming together of two as of a few years ago. Yes, Warminster was once a church plant almost sixty years ago. Your persistent witness was to be a church open and accessible to those with various disabilities. Friends, this is the work of justice, too, the making right a discerned imbalance. And so you became one of the first churches in our Presbytery to be handicap accessible, lead worship in sign language, and utilize new and digital media and broadcasting to make your services available to those who could not attend. May the risks you took then continue to spur a persistent and prayerful witness as your congregation expends itself for the sake of others beyond the walls of this building and at the intersection of Madison Avenue and Maple Street. 

I could go on, and with PHS here on Mission Sunday, maybe I should? Each of these stories is a mark of discipleship by the faithful who trust God is right alongside them the whole way and without delay as Helper and Sustainer. Said differently, each of this is a witness to the belief that Jesus is our judge, the Effector of justice in and through those who profess faith in Christ through their prayers and practice. Which begs the question, what will be your prayerful and persistent witness of holy agitation until all is new and right again? 

Friends, if I am honest, while all of this is well and good, we may read this parable and feel as if the weight of the world is on us. Aware of the realities swirling around us, we may doubt we have the resources, drive, or imagination to do what the widow did. We may hear Jesus’ question, “will God delay?” and wonder if God is acting with urgency. I am with you.
   
So I offer one final pondering about this parable. What if Jesus is also the widow? What if Jesus is the Persistent One, who prays fervently in the morning within lily-laden fields, in the shadowy nights of Gethsemane gardens as drops of blood drip from his brow, and upon a cross between two criminals as the empire taunts him from below? What if Jesus is the Priestly Agitator of God’s Justice, whose prayers and practice unsettle whatever soils God’s dreams for the world and human flourishing, especially for the likes of this widow with whom he most identifies. I like to think of Jesus’ resurrection as the ultimate slap in the face of his unjust crucifixion by the powers that be and all forms of despair and death. This leads me to believe Jesus continues to Advocate for us even now, by the Holy Spirit, which fuels our work and witness for things to be made right today.  

Church, I find great comfort in the possibility and probability of Jesus as this widow, because I know my faith is so very fickle. Maybe yours, too? But thanks be to God, Jesus as the widow assurance that when I am, when we are, when the church is faithless, God in Christ is faithful all the more. In this way, I am able to read the opening lines of this story, to pause and pray, and not lose heart. I just may even find the strength, aided by the persistent and prayerful witness of the agitators among us of both past and present, to follow this Jesus in a world with its fair share of vultures hovering above us. Maybe you can, too.  

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[1] See also Barth's commentary on this passage,  "There is no such thing as a Christian resignation in which we have either to submit to a fate of some kind or to come to terms with it...There is, of course, a Christian patience and submission, as there is also a Christian waiting upon God. But it shows itself to be genuine by the fact that it is always accompanied by the haste and restlessness of the prayer which runs to God and beseeches [God], by the haste which rests on the knowledge that God takes our distress to heart, and expects that we for our part will take [God's] mercy to heart and really live by it, so that in our mutual turning to one another [God] may be our God and therefore a Helper in our distress, allowing God to be moved by our entreaties." (Church Dogmatics II.1 511).

[2] Check out the Presbytery of Philadelphia's podcast, PresbySpeak, on iTunes and SoundCloud for these stories.